[Reunions in the Resistance are all about touching: hugs, claps on the back, whoops and holding so tight that she's aware of how flexible her ribs are. There are kisses too, sometimes, on cheeks or lips, or whatever is species appropriate. It seems only right that Ben get that too, and he's probably lucky that she didn't pounce him so enthusiastically that they both tumbled down to the floor of the hallway.]
So. [She grins, and can't help but giving a teasing little wiggle of her ass against his pelvis.]
[Most beings still tend to keep their distance from Ben, but he understands why, and he's not offended. He's done monstrous things, hurt so many people. It will take time for them to feel comfortable having him near. Accepting him will take longer. Becoming friendly, even longer than that. But as long as he's got Rey, he's happy.
As long as she always greets him as enthusiastically as she does right now, he'll be happy. Ben laughs, the noise muffled against her lips, his arms curling around her impossibly tiny waist, holding her close, the laugh quickly shifting into a soft moan as she teases him so blatantly.]
[She understands it too, why some people in the Resistance give him a wide
berth, why some look at him with suspicious eyes, but here, in the room,
it's only them. And that laugh is worth everything to hear it,
muffled, even muted against her mouth, she can feel the way his whole body
moves with it.
And in a completely different way when she teased him. She laughed again
and pressed backwards into him.]
Here.
[There's a sort of bone-deep happiness that occurs when they're together
now, that didn't happen when he was more Kylo than Ben. Unlike now, and
she turns back slowly because their plans -- her plans -- require them to
be wearing less than they are.] I haven't changed my mind about what I
want.
[ooc: Haha, no worries. I know most people leave TFLN where it ends, but I figure it's worth a try to continue on if that's wanted. I'm slow, but I'll pretty much play him anywhere.]
[Once Rey has her mind set on something, there's nothing and no one that can persuade her otherwise. It's not like Ben could've kept his injuries a secret until they heal, so ...
Someone's going to get a scolding. Or worse.
He sends the names without putting up a fight. He's learned long ago that it does no good.]
[Ben genuinely wants to spend time with Rey - but he'd be a liar if he tries saying that he's not making an attempt to distract her from her anger. Truth be told, he likes that she's so up in arms about his situation, but he's meant it when he'd said it's not necessary to go looking for trouble on his behalf.
It's fine.
He's trying to prove that he's not the threat that he once was, that maybe he's not trustworthy yet, but he is serious about making inroads to becoming ...
Maybe not the man his parents had wanted him to be. But ... better than the man that he'd been.]
If it would make you feel better, I can tell them how much fun you can be since I know from first-hand experience. That might be a bit unfair as they can't participate in those activities.
( She hopes that in time, talking about these sensitive subjects will be easier, but she also understands there many be things he will never be ready to talk about. )
I can think of several prettier things and people to look at, but I'm still extremely flattered and perhaps a bit flustered that you think I'm pretty.
Should I ride your thigh and make it so you can't touch me so all you can do is watch as I use you to pleasure myself. I can always put that new toy to use.
I'd also like to hear where and how you'd have me, Ben.
They would never believe you, Rey. Clearly, I've never had a moment of fun in my life and I wouldn't know how to start now. Do they really need to know what we get up to in the privacy of our own quarters? They would never look at either of us the same way again.
[Ben wants to share everything with Rey - what he's able to voice out loud now, and what will become easier to think about (much less talk about) in time. So he is grateful when she lets one of her questions drop and decides to focus on a subject that will prove more amusing - and maybe satisfying - for them both.
But first ...]
You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. 'Pretty' will never be able to adequately convey what I feel when I look at you.
You could, if you felt like I deserved a certain amount of punishment. And it would frustrate me to no end, watching you without being able to touch, but knowing you were using me to find your own pleasure would make it worthwhile. I do love to watch you, Rey.
Where wouldn't I have you? I've dreamed about us in so many places - the shower, outdoors in the sun, the first empty room we can find ... should I go on?
Oh, well, in that case — please allow me to be your teacher in giving you a personalized first-hand experience of the pleasures the galaxy and my body have to offer. This service comes with a customized itinerary curated to your personal preferences and tastes.
This includes, but is not limited to your choice of waking up with my lips wrapped around your cock or riding you until we are both satisfied or enjoying the warm and loving embrace of one another. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner of the finest foods the galaxy has to offer but limited to what is currently on base unless you feel daring enough to venture out into countless worlds at our fingertips. The only condition is that I fly. Perhaps risky rendezvous in the first empty room we find or beneath the stars or the warmth of the sun or even a sensual showed where we worship one another with complete and utter devotion.
We could end the evening with me riding whatever preferred part of your body I fancy for the evening or holding your head between my legs while you use your tongue and lips to bring me to orgasm or we could be daring and try something new.
All of these services come free of charge and are complementary with the rest of our lives together.
Silliness aside, I've never felt beautiful until I was able to see myself through your senses and sometimes it's still hard to believe. Even on those desperate and lonely nights on Jakku, I never imagined my life could be like this with anyone.
What are you craving right now? A quick go-round in some empty corner, you riding my fingers until you drip all over them? Or would we have more time in which to play? Because I would love to get my hands and mouth on you, too, press kisses against as many bits of skin as I can, drink every last drop of you. If you really want more, I could happily let you ride me until you found your pleasure. Unless you want to be underneath me, and I would grant you that wish, too.
[ooc: Continued from here. Also more than willing to play elsewhere. :0D]
I agree. And while it's not always easy to take ownerships of mistakes made - believe me, I've made my fair share - it's also necessary if you don't want to get stuck and fixate on them. I might have been led down the wrong paths, but I made the decision to stay there for as long as I did. I've got so much to atone for, it seems an uphill battle at the best of times. But I don't want to be the man I was before.
Precisely. Someone to make sure that nobody else tries to capitalize on any possible inebriation. I might have done terrible things, but I would never take advantage of a person in that way. Takes a real monster to even consider it. If it makes you feel a bit more comfortable, there are plenty of recipes to be found that can be made at home. That might help with any lingering feelings of unease about going out.
[ooc - I'm happy to keep this going as long as you are! <3]
The very fact that you want to atone for what you've done already makes you a better man than you've been. There's always the risk of backpedaling, true, but if you need a support system... I can offer that.
I think it's only fair for me to warn you that I'm not exactly a helpless victim. While I'm sure having you there while I get a drink would deter anyone who might try something inappropriate, that wouldn't put you at any real advantage over me. I'm quite capable of taking care of myself if you or anyone else attempted something salacious, but I'd very much like to give you the benefit of the doubt. In fact, I am giving you the benefit of the doubt. So if you'd still like to, I'm available for that drink whenever you've a free evening.
[ooc: I'm a slow but dedicated backtagger! Always willing to collect new threads like Pokemon, too.]
Believe me when I say I never want to be that man again. No matter how difficult it is to move on, I'm dedicated to being better than I've been. But ... I suppose I do need some support and encouragement, so I'd appreciate that.
I have no doubts whatsoever that you can take care of yourself - far be it from me to insinuate that I think otherwise. I just know that there are far too many people in the world who would try to take advantage of a situation where they thought you might be unaware. It helps to have someone with you to provide a barrier between you and them. I'd make for an effective barrier - I'm pretty large. I try not to be anymore, but I can also be intimidating if I want to be.
Rest assured that I mean you no harm. If I ever did anything to make you uncomfortable, I'd deserve whatever consequences of those actions. Anyway, yeah. I'm available.
[ooc - No worries about being slow! And always feel free to let me know if you'd like to play out anything else, including them grabbing that drink! <3]
Trying to take it all on your own two shoulders sounds like a recipe for disaster. Believe me, even just knowing you've a friend in your corner makes a world of difference.
I suppose if your size alone is enough of a deterrent for most people, using it to my advantage wouldn't be the worst idea. Especially not since you're giving me permission. I'm glad we understand one another, and hopefully that understanding persists once we're imbibing.
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Date: 2020-11-02 12:08 am (UTC)[Reunions in the Resistance are all about touching: hugs, claps on the back, whoops and holding so tight that she's aware of how flexible her ribs are. There are kisses too, sometimes, on cheeks or lips, or whatever is species appropriate. It seems only right that Ben get that too, and he's probably lucky that she didn't pounce him so enthusiastically that they both tumbled down to the floor of the hallway.]
So. [She grins, and can't help but giving a teasing little wiggle of her ass against his pelvis.]
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Date: 2021-08-15 05:43 pm (UTC)As long as she always greets him as enthusiastically as she does right now, he'll be happy. Ben laughs, the noise muffled against her lips, his arms curling around her impossibly tiny waist, holding her close, the laugh quickly shifting into a soft moan as she teases him so blatantly.]
Whatever you want. Whenever you want it.
[Yes, yes, yes! Oh, Maker, yes!]
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Date: 2021-08-16 03:34 am (UTC)[She understands it too, why some people in the Resistance give him a wide berth, why some look at him with suspicious eyes, but here, in the room, it's only them. And that laugh is worth everything to hear it, muffled, even muted against her mouth, she can feel the way his whole body moves with it.
And in a completely different way when she teased him. She laughed again and pressed backwards into him.]
Here.
[There's a sort of bone-deep happiness that occurs when they're together now, that didn't happen when he was more Kylo than Ben. Unlike now, and she turns back slowly because their plans -- her plans -- require them to be wearing less than they are.] I haven't changed my mind about what I want.
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Date: 2021-01-23 11:17 pm (UTC)I'm not saying that it was an ambush. But I am saying that it was deliberate.
They wanted me to lose control. They wanted me to prove how untrustworthy I am.
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Date: 2021-01-23 11:29 pm (UTC)Give me their names.
[ Again. She has asses to kick. Or at least to report. ]
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Date: 2021-01-24 12:13 am (UTC)[Once Rey has her mind set on something, there's nothing and no one that can persuade her otherwise. It's not like Ben could've kept his injuries a secret until they heal, so ...
Someone's going to get a scolding. Or worse.
He sends the names without putting up a fight. He's learned long ago that it does no good.]
You don't have to. I'll be fine! I've had worse.
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Date: 2021-01-24 05:01 am (UTC)Thank you.
Where are you right now? Medbay?
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Date: 2021-01-25 06:26 pm (UTC)This is going to drive me insane, you know. Being stuck here like this.
Just promise that you're not going to get into any trouble on my behalf.
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Date: 2021-01-25 10:37 pm (UTC)You want me to bring you anything? Ice cream? ... A book?
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Date: 2021-01-26 08:05 pm (UTC)I'd like your company, if you don't have anything else to do.
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Date: 2021-01-26 11:37 pm (UTC)Give me... 20 minutes? And you sure you don't want me to bring anything? I can stop by commissary on the way over.
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Date: 2021-01-27 03:40 pm (UTC)It's fine.
He's trying to prove that he's not the threat that he once was, that maybe he's not trustworthy yet, but he is serious about making inroads to becoming ...
Maybe not the man his parents had wanted him to be. But ... better than the man that he'd been.]
I wouldn't say no to a sweet roll or two.
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Date: 2021-01-27 11:05 pm (UTC)[ Around the estimated time, the door chime in his quarters go off, followed by Rey's muffled voice. ]
Ben? Don't try to get up, just unlock the door.
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Date: 2021-10-03 05:50 am (UTC)If it would make you feel better, I can tell them how much fun you can be since I know from first-hand experience. That might be a bit unfair as they can't participate in those activities.
( She hopes that in time, talking about these sensitive subjects will be easier, but she also understands there many be things he will never be ready to talk about. )
I can think of several prettier things and people to look at, but I'm still extremely flattered and perhaps a bit flustered that you think I'm pretty.
Should I ride your thigh and make it so you can't touch me so all you can do is watch as I use you to pleasure myself. I can always put that new toy to use.
I'd also like to hear where and how you'd have me, Ben.
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Date: 2021-10-04 10:09 pm (UTC)[Ben wants to share everything with Rey - what he's able to voice out loud now, and what will become easier to think about (much less talk about) in time. So he is grateful when she lets one of her questions drop and decides to focus on a subject that will prove more amusing - and maybe satisfying - for them both.
But first ...]
You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. 'Pretty' will never be able to adequately convey what I feel when I look at you.
You could, if you felt like I deserved a certain amount of punishment. And it would frustrate me to no end, watching you without being able to touch, but knowing you were using me to find your own pleasure would make it worthwhile. I do love to watch you, Rey.
Where wouldn't I have you? I've dreamed about us in so many places - the shower, outdoors in the sun, the first empty room we can find ... should I go on?
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Date: 2021-10-04 10:58 pm (UTC)This includes, but is not limited to your choice of waking up with my lips wrapped around your cock or riding you until we are both satisfied or enjoying the warm and loving embrace of one another. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner of the finest foods the galaxy has to offer but limited to what is currently on base unless you feel daring enough to venture out into countless worlds at our fingertips. The only condition is that I fly. Perhaps risky rendezvous in the first empty room we find or beneath the stars or the warmth of the sun or even a sensual showed where we worship one another with complete and utter devotion.
We could end the evening with me riding whatever preferred part of your body I fancy for the evening or holding your head between my legs while you use your tongue and lips to bring me to orgasm or we could be daring and try something new.
All of these services come free of charge and are complementary with the rest of our lives together.
Silliness aside, I've never felt beautiful until I was able to see myself through your senses and sometimes it's still hard to believe. Even on those desperate and lonely nights on Jakku, I never imagined my life could be like this with anyone.
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Date: 2022-01-08 07:42 pm (UTC)I know what the definition of everything is, smartass.
I'm simply trying to determine whether or not this message was informational or an invitation.
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Date: 2022-01-09 04:08 am (UTC)Both. Lets go with both. Does that answer your question?
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Date: 2022-01-10 05:39 pm (UTC)And in that case, you should feel free to come and find me. I'm more than willing to provide whatever you're looking for.
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Date: 2022-01-11 01:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-01-24 11:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-01-10 07:31 pm (UTC)I agree. And while it's not always easy to take ownerships of mistakes made - believe me, I've made my fair share - it's also necessary if you don't want to get stuck and fixate on them. I might have been led down the wrong paths, but I made the decision to stay there for as long as I did. I've got so much to atone for, it seems an uphill battle at the best of times. But I don't want to be the man I was before.
Precisely. Someone to make sure that nobody else tries to capitalize on any possible inebriation. I might have done terrible things, but I would never take advantage of a person in that way. Takes a real monster to even consider it. If it makes you feel a bit more comfortable, there are plenty of recipes to be found that can be made at home. That might help with any lingering feelings of unease about going out.
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Date: 2022-01-10 09:41 pm (UTC)The very fact that you want to atone for what you've done already makes you a better man than you've been. There's always the risk of backpedaling, true, but if you need a support system... I can offer that.
I think it's only fair for me to warn you that I'm not exactly a helpless victim. While I'm sure having you there while I get a drink would deter anyone who might try something inappropriate, that wouldn't put you at any real advantage over me. I'm quite capable of taking care of myself if you or anyone else attempted something salacious, but I'd very much like to give you the benefit of the doubt. In fact, I am giving you the benefit of the doubt. So if you'd still like to, I'm available for that drink whenever you've a free evening.
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Date: 2022-01-25 07:40 am (UTC)Believe me when I say I never want to be that man again. No matter how difficult it is to move on, I'm dedicated to being better than I've been. But ... I suppose I do need some support and encouragement, so I'd appreciate that.
I have no doubts whatsoever that you can take care of yourself - far be it from me to insinuate that I think otherwise. I just know that there are far too many people in the world who would try to take advantage of a situation where they thought you might be unaware. It helps to have someone with you to provide a barrier between you and them. I'd make for an effective barrier - I'm pretty large. I try not to be anymore, but I can also be intimidating if I want to be.
Rest assured that I mean you no harm. If I ever did anything to make you uncomfortable, I'd deserve whatever consequences of those actions. Anyway, yeah. I'm available.
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Date: 2022-01-25 03:24 pm (UTC)Trying to take it all on your own two shoulders sounds like a recipe for disaster. Believe me, even just knowing you've a friend in your corner makes a world of difference.
I suppose if your size alone is enough of a deterrent for most people, using it to my advantage wouldn't be the worst idea. Especially not since you're giving me permission. I'm glad we understand one another, and hopefully that understanding persists once we're imbibing.
Tomorrow evening? Is that too soon?