[She understands it too, why some people in the Resistance give him a wide
berth, why some look at him with suspicious eyes, but here, in the room,
it's only them. And that laugh is worth everything to hear it,
muffled, even muted against her mouth, she can feel the way his whole body
moves with it.
And in a completely different way when she teased him. She laughed again
and pressed backwards into him.]
Here.
[There's a sort of bone-deep happiness that occurs when they're together
now, that didn't happen when he was more Kylo than Ben. Unlike now, and
she turns back slowly because their plans -- her plans -- require them to
be wearing less than they are.] I haven't changed my mind about what I
want.
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[She understands it too, why some people in the Resistance give him a wide berth, why some look at him with suspicious eyes, but here, in the room, it's only them. And that laugh is worth everything to hear it, muffled, even muted against her mouth, she can feel the way his whole body moves with it.
And in a completely different way when she teased him. She laughed again and pressed backwards into him.]
Here.
[There's a sort of bone-deep happiness that occurs when they're together now, that didn't happen when he was more Kylo than Ben. Unlike now, and she turns back slowly because their plans -- her plans -- require them to be wearing less than they are.] I haven't changed my mind about what I want.